:: October is coming!! ::

did anyone realised that here are 2 public holidays in october?? There is deepavali on 21 oct and hari raya puasa on 24 oct..

and.. that is my best opportunity to go for a vacation!! yeah!

Dear and i decided to go HK.. and it is promised that he will sponsor this trip! and i shall sponsor the Malacca trip via coach.. yeah! good deal! = )

well.. though i was lamenting that October is soo far away.. it is minimally 3 months away..

but.. i was just thinking again.. i should be bz enough in Aug and Sept to keep me mentally occupied till beginning of Oct!

that seems good.. and oct seems to be my lull period as well.. all adds up! just nice.. = )

hope i can last till then... Oct still looks far..

But, have to be positive in life, isnt it? = )  ¶ 1:00 PM

  :: On my second week of course ::

ha ha.. my title is a little ambiguous eh.. watever.. learn too many things about "ambiguity" till i am about to give up..

I gave up my afternoon snack break to search for some lyrics online. And i managed to search for the lyrics of "Superwoman" by 曹格.

i listen to this song for sooo many times, and only today, i knew how touching the lyrics is.
This is part of the lyrics:

early in the morning,
i put breakfast at your table
一夜都没睡但我　不曾如此清醒
我早餐准备了你　爱吃的东西
这次换我等你被咖啡　的香味叫醒

想要找回每天早晨　对我微笑著的你
还能够　做些什麼代替我的歉意
总是望著我　小心翼翼顺著我呼吸
而我竟然理所当然　让你精疲力尽

you were my superwoman
安静的在身边　无条件给我　梦寐以求的温柔
but i am only human
我怎麼不懂你多寂寞 残忍的犯了错
不能失去你 ooh—babe---

you fought your way through the rush hour
try to make it home just for me
月光下静静靠著彼此　只求夜长一点
有多久没有好好看你　只是认定了我
无论在什麼时候回头　都有你的笑容
是我忽略了你也会有　想要哭的感觉
没有一种付出应该永远心甘情愿
再给被宠坏的男人最後一次机会
换我忍耐换我等待　不要真的弃权

(---baby)是我把爱想得太简单
以为只要我存在就能让你取暖
心裏唯一的superwoman没有人能代替
不能想像更不能原谅这样让爱化成　灰

if you feel it in your heart and you understand me.
stop right where you are, everybody sing along with me.

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i am able to relate to this immediately.

"而我竟然理所当然　让你精疲力尽 "
Sometimes. we just take things for granted, isnt it? and we are unaware that the other party is too tired giving..

you were my superwoman
安静的在身边　无条件给我　梦寐以求的温柔
but i am only human
我怎麼不懂你多寂寞 残忍的犯了错
不能失去你 ooh—babe---
The lyrics is meaningful as well... sometimes, you just dunno there is someone there, providing everything for you.. and take things for granted.. you thought you are ONLY HUMAN... but you forget that she is also human, who may be lonely, and needs your understanding.. we tend to make these mistakes.. and the truth and pain only comes, when you realise that you are almost losing her..

"是我忽略了你也会有　想要哭的感觉 没有一种付出应该永远心甘情愿 "
Sometimes, i found that i try to hard my feelings so much, that i also neglected the need to cry.. sometimes, there is no need to be strong all the time, and it is ok to let it off, and just cry... sometimes, as part of the "woman" life, we tend to just give and give.. but.. there is nothing that you can give forever, you have to receive it, so that you can recuperate...

After re-reading the lyrics, i realise, this song, is not only for your other partner in life, such as wife or GF, but dont you agree that it is also applicable to your mum?

She provides all for you, makes breakfast for you, or minimally, ensure you have breakfast ready before you go to work.. rush home to make dinner for the family.. she takes care of the family, like a superwoman..

But do you noticed that she is giving that much? only when she is too tired, when she is falling sick.. when there are possibility that you will be losing her soon.. then you start to take notice of how much she gives, and start apprecating the things she provided for.

Hmm.. food for thought.. though i think this song is meant for lovers, but i find it specially applicable to my mum.. (at least)...  ¶ 12:30 PM