my life through my tinted glasses
Sunday, May 14, 2006
  :: End of holiday ::

yes, it is going to be the end of my vacation. Started clearing leave on 2nd May onwards.. and now.. it is already 14th May. Last day at HW is 15th May, and starting work at my new place on 16th May.

Exciting eh. Starting work at a new place. Have to get to know new pple, get to know my superiors and how they work, get to understand the culture and organisation structure. Many new things to learn. Somehow i am having mixed feelings. Excited to get a new job and environment, hesitant and nervous to step out of my comfort zone and venture. Well, i guess it cant be avoided. Just have to pray hard that everything goes smoothly, and i can cope well. It is a all-guys environment. No more gossipping and bitching ard with gers. ha haz..

Also, we just came back from holiday at Krabi, Thailand. It is a good getaway. 4D3N together is good time together. We went rock-climbing (0.5 days), Snorkelling (1 Day) and Kayaking (0.5 Day). It is a trip filled with activities. Scenary is good and refreshing. Air at the mangrove is fresh, and feeding monkeys is such close encounter with nature. Good trip.

Well, Dear will be leaving for Taiwan (again) in less then 24 hours. This time round, it is not so well plan as per previous trips. Previously, before he leaves, i will get a gauge on when we will be meeting each other again. But now, the next time i will be seeing him will be January 2007. That is pretty far away isnt it? that is 8 months away. Was just chatting and shared that we cant last 8 months away from each other. 4 months is bad enough. So, probably maybe in sept / oct, we may have to arrange a trip to somwhere. Best if i can go Taiwan together with the cadets in October. Then we can save a trip together. Well, plans are plans. It is not cast in stone. Maybe, sometimes due to unforseen circumstances, the timeline cant be fufilled. Especially this time round, with me in the new job, dunno if can take leave or not. This will be more tragic isnt it? Haiz..

Dear just told me he will onli be back in Aug / Sept 2007. Sianz. that is another 17 months away. (how come the number of months away is consistent at 17 months? in Jan, i counted, also 17 months... haiz) guess, the onli way around this is to be positive. I learn to put this phrase in my head, and it has helped me to feel better these days:

"If you love the person, you have to set him free."

Guess it is pretty true. If he really wans to go back to Taiwan, forcing him to stay in Singapore is not going to do the relationship any good. so well, though it is hardship and pain to maintain a long-distance relationship, guess that is the onli way to go? just have to hold on, and put in extra effort TOGETHER. Isnt it?

Well, will be looking forward for the next trip, either for me to go over, or him coming home. Hope it will not be too long away.... 
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