my life through my tinted glasses
Monday, June 20, 2005
  :: Hectic Week ::

okie.. its the end of the week and starting of the next.. it had been a long week....

the CSSP camp lasted for 2 nites, 3 days.. oh well.. everything was still quite smooth other than the small nitty gritty issues not ironed out by the committee and had to be resolved by the full-time staff... and that both nites i had to visit the A and E at NUH with different student isnt fun, esp when it occurs after 12am.. but.. thank my lucky stars or rather, the committee's lucky stars.. they are not big cases, and parents can be reached and students send back home safely...

because of that, i did not have any good nites' slp. so tired after the camp, but after i reached home i couldnt slp. somehow, the follow-up of the camp haunted me. i am worried that students are not actively involved in the process. haiz... it must be due to the fact that my boss kept calling me and nagging and tell me that the follow-up process had to be good, and that we could not afford to lose the students again... his nagging turned bad when i cant take it anymore, esp when i am not directly involved in the project, and the staff in-charged was not informed. like, when ever he called me, i will ask the question.. y are u telling me these? i am know the severity of the problem, but does the person in-charge understand? all the loose ends are being tied by me.. but, the person in-charge must be given a chance to learn. these lessons i learnt before, though i can learn more, but the staff in-charge should be given the exposure.. haiz.. i got so irritated that i vented out on my boss... (daring sia.. well.. he reprimanded me because of that after i am more aware of wad is burting out from my mouth.. )

well that is the end of the camp... i had some chance to rest.. though i am not into office work directly.. somehow, i am not in the right frame of mind to work... so i took my fri off...

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well.. next was upset with dear going to batam for cable ski without me, though i expressed my concern to him soon enough for him to cancel his trip.. but.. my mistake being that i asked him to go still.. without me.. haiz.. cant he understand that gers are fickle minded and their words cant be taken at face value? i am very rational most of the times.. but at some times.. i just cant stay rational.. i dunno y.. probably that is where i have to improve on...

i went to china town with yh to shop instead. well.. spend quite some money.. buying hair clips.. 3 for $10.. then bought a gio shirt.. and a straw bag.. i like my straw bag a lot! = )

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then come sunday.. dear insisted that i have to go over to his place for dinner. i dun feel like going.. its a sun, i dun like to go out on sun... but he said that his dad wanted me to join them.. so..haiz.. have to go...

i came home from my grandma place before going over. i was early.. so i tot, i can have a afternoon nap first.. but somehow i had a nite mare.. and woke up late... woke up with a headache.. and smsed him that i will be late. quickly showered, and got out of my place, in fear of being late, and the possibility that i may caused his parents to have dinner late.

on my way.. he smsed me that dinner will be at 8pm. first tot was... heng ah... at least i din caused them to wait... then came the tot that since i have not had my lunch.. we may wan to get something to eat first.. so i smsed him and ask him if we should have a bite first...

but he called me and told me to hve lunch by myself.. because he is with his insurance agent.. and to look for him at mac after eating.. firstly, i am not in the mood to talk, or entertain any one.. secondly, i am tired, where can i go to hide since i am already around his place.. thirdly, i am slightly hungry.. but not those type that can eat anything.. not very hungry.. just need some drink to satisfy my stomach...

haiz.. where can i go.. go to a cafe and sit down with a cup of hot choco.. well.. the ambience there is nice.. probably i will go again.. (too smoky with food though)... and wait lo.. as i wait.. i got angrier.. i mean.. i came all the way down to meet u.. and u say u have to meet with an insurance agent? then wad for i come.. then i just got to know that i cant get my vcd (i should be able to get hold of it if i went to my grandad's place instead of his house).. which goes to say that i hve no vcd to watch for the rest of the week. argh.. so angry..

haiz.. is it me? too groucy? too demanding? but i am so tired.. y must he force me to go? am i too petty.. haiz.. i dunno.. all i know that i dont feel good at the end of the day.. must be me.. haiz..

now i dun feel like talking to anyone.. about any thing.. i feel so gross.. argh!  12:07 AM
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