my life through my tinted glasses
Monday, December 13, 2004
  :: to summarise ::

i was missing for 2 weeks i guess... was so tired.. so bz.. these few days i hardly slp man..

FYP is almost killing me.. killing me softly sia.. its the commitment that i had to finish certain things by certain time. i tot i can, but i cant.. who can help me like that.. i m seriously worried for my FYP at times.. it doesnt seem to be moving on.. that is so scary.. so scary.. how to convery my fear to my team mates?? or am i over reacting?? sighz.. i dunno

work is also killing me.. working from 2pm to 11pm.. come to think of it, the hours not very long wad. its just 1 hour more than office hours.. how come i feel so tired.. and burnt at the event.. i guess its because of the travelling everyday.. 2hours on the train.. so horrible.. wasting of time sia.. sigh.. or is it just me.. am i the only one who is tired? or because there are other commitments.. probably.. i remember 2 years ago, the burden is not that great..

sometimes i wish i have the time to carefully think wad do i want to learn from this event sia.. every year i had been doing this, for 3 years i guess.. i do the same things over and over again.. wad is value adding for me? other than having more responsibility each year.. and boss resting more each year.. wad do i gain.. i seriously thinking wad can i learn.. i regret not being on the ground more often.. how i wish i can go out fund-raising with them.. go out ice-skating, or try my hand on silkpro a day.. that.. i will learn something. at silkpro.. i can learn how to promote.. somehwere i need to improve on.. talking to strangers..

but.. here i am.. stuck.. not moving ahead.. sometimes i think too far.. something near will happen.. then i m distracted again.. i lose focus.. and i begin wasting my time.. boss kept saying that he receive 1 long email from me each year.. i cant help it.. sometimes i wish i dun wan to write to him.. sometimes its so stressful at the event.. i seriously need a break.. how to have a break man.. i m dying..

see.. as i m suppose to do my FYP now.. i am here.. blogging.. isnt that wasting of time.. i reflected.. my discipline level is getting lesser and lesser.. i aimed to wake up early to complete all my FYP readings .. do my analysis and stuff.. things are NOT moving.. sighz..

okie okies.. i shall go and do my stuff..

oh yah.. i met violet and choi ying at the MRT yesterday.. i am so amazed how different they are.. violet is so extrovert and choi ying.. as usually dun really talk much.. realised i m so far from them.. they are from HCJC and NJC.. see.. not my seh.. but well.. at least i m in Uni.. must prove Ms tan wrong. haiz...

see i digressed again. tata~

  1:12 AM
a life of a NTU girl.. bored with life

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