:: I met my Primary School Teacher! ::
Yes, i met Ms Tan at KCPS Founder's Day... Now she is the principal of.. Juying Primary School.. i think.. oh well... i was amazed that she remembers me.. and remembers that i went to CGS.. i was truly amazed by her memory..
10 years have passed.. *sound like Eason's 十年..* she did not change a bit.. she was far when i noticed her, and i noticed that she was the teacher that taught me in Primary school.. she was very fierce then.. and she claims that she still is..
i cant believe that she is the teacher that was so sacarstic to me when i was just 12 years old.. hinted that i am not good enough to be in her class, and ought to be in the next class because the next class students are better than the bottom few of her class.. haiz.. i guess i must be pretty hurt by her then... because i have this mindset that if i get to see her one day (before i met her today) on the streets.. i will definately boost that i am as successful as some of her brightest students in class.. even though our PSLE scores were not close at all..
But when i get to see her today.. she seems so much friendlier.. and even introduced me to another of her VP friend.. of KCPPS.. well.. she seems to be proud of me.. and as we recalled those times.. when she was onli in ther 3rd year of teaching.. how strict she was with us.. wad jokes to tell us instead of other classes because our class can understand her jokes more.. etc etc..
Well.. i think she was not that experienced at that time.. probably dunno how to handle a fragile heart.. or probably i was too sensitive.. hahaz..
was still quite amazed.. and surprise to get to meet her.. of all places.. the most unexpected places.. a place where both of us wanted to go and show face only... but in the end.. chatting happily..
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And also to mention to all that i am doing knitting now..
yes.. i am not studying Employment Law right now.. i am doing knitting.. oh well.. u can say.. HOW CAN?!
well.. after Change incident.. where i started studying early.. and ended up with nothing to do towards the exam date.. and being so bored.. i think i cna still afford to play for a few days.. before starting on my revision...
well.. it can even encourage me to focus on revision.. as i can reward myself after a long day.. and not get myself too bored.. hahaz
and somehow.. whenever i bring the handicraft home to complete.. there must be some mistakes.. and i cant continue into the nite. and i have to consult her tml again! haiz.. so sickening... if dun consult.. i will not be able to complete it at all already.. i feel so paiseh.. having to disturb the nice-nice auntie.. the auntie is so nice.. because she lets u know where you go wrong.. and repairs it for u... she is so paitient...
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well.. my dear BF finally got his license.. (mentioned that before? ) and he drove me home.. i am so proud of him.. well.. mayb u think its no big deal.. but the fact that he just passed his test for 1 week plus.. and he dares to go up on the expressway.. on a manual car... i dun think i can handle a manual car well enough to pass my driving test...
talking about driving test.. i think i am going to flunk my test.. my instructor commented that i am too slow and my reflexes are slow, and i need to take 2 lessons per week instead.. haiz... dunno if it is my instructor cheating my money.. hahaz..
BUT...
How do you... at fourth gear.. brake.. switch to 3rd gear.. break and finally stop and step on clutch within like.. 15 seconds..
and.. how do you move off by a steep slope.. and not stall in the middle of the road.. and nevermind.. have to move activate the car fast by stepping on the clutch.. free gear.. pull handbrake.. start car.. engage gear 1.. accelarate.. release clutch.. and release handbrake and move off succesfully within 15 seconds..
haiz.. he said i need more practice... haiz.. so demoralising...
no income.. still have to spend more..
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okie.. back to studying emp law.. Jia you for pple taking resort on wed.. svc mkting on thurs..! all the best!!
:: First paper tml .. ::
Much can be said when i am blogging one day before my exam paper. I am not feeling butterfiles in my stomach. Instead.. i am pretty happy that the exam is finally here. My second last exam for my uni year. i dunno why.. but somehow.. i dunno how to prepare for this paper. much have to depend on the mode i am in tml. I seriously i hope it is an easy paper.. no need ot think too much.. just answer.. haiz...
sometimes, when u are over prepared, it may backfire instead. so, probably i can stop for now.. hmmm....
so sianz.. dunno wad to do tml after paper. i have another 2 weeks to my next paper. though the next paper may be more challenging then this paper.. i think i have more then sufficient time to prepare for it. then.. wad am i going to do in between again? it will be like this time again.. a long wait to take my paper.. haiz...
okie.. think maybe a last revision may help.. let me see if i can read thru my notes again.. then i should just call it a day...
Probably i need more confidence..
:: I am still bored from studying ::
Haiz.. such a boring day. Met with the gers to study the case study for change, and ultimately, we are discussing how we spend our time during our study break.
well, of course i mentioned that i was bored. and they are amused.
like huh? u at home nothing to do ah?
Rach: I can watch any channel on tv as long as they have show. Even CNA.
well.. i watched tv, surfed the net, blogged, listen to music.. argh.. but i still bored. like being couped up in my flat. but too lazy, and dun wan to risk being guilty at the end of the day. argh. so contradicting.. so confusing.
Well, looking fwd to the VCDs Jo tang will be lending to me. hahaz.. but, for now, still bored.
i tot of studying my change case, but the case is getting on my nerves. the case is being read again and again, dunno wad the exam paper may be since the lecturer wasnt the same as the previous lecturer.. so, cant really spot on what the questions may be. so, seems to be studying aimlessly.
and worse thing of all, i am feeling that i am getting fat. argh.. ard the waist, ard the thighs, ard my face.. haiz.. that demoralised me further...
NVM..
in a few more weeks, i will be free from exams..... but i will be stepping into the working world...
Oh yah, and brings about, wad am i going to do after exams before starting work. i have ard 10 days break.
well.. going kayaking on saturday.. agreed by Mas... maybe going shopping? but no $$ no point rite?
then, watch tv at home for 5 days?! i will go crazy..
hope there will be a chalet coming up.. hmm.. maybe can go ubin cycle on sun..
then focus on vcds on the next one week before starting my 40 years of slogging experience.
Sounds like a lousy substitute for a graduation tour. argh..
I STILL FEEL BORED. haiz.. BORED does not = nothing to do, it simply means, got things to do, but dun wan to do. haiz.. well well...
okie.. will try to do something about case again. sianz.....................
if dear can drive over and bring me to have prata, i may be less bored. hmmm.... hahaz
well.. he just passed his license on thursday.. and he is super anxious to start driving legally...
That set me thinking of my driving test. just realised i lost my advance theory cert. do they need it for final driving test? haiz.. i doubt i can pass on my first try. seems scary.. my self efficacy reduces as i take more driving lessons. sighz..
err.. i am not sure if am confident of his driving skills.. i mean, if its for me.. i dun think i will dare to drive up the expressway on the 4th day after i passed the test.
maybe i have to think twice regarding the prata trip.. hahaz...
Lets be positive.. let's challenge myself if i can find meaningful things to do..
hahaz.. err.. like.. watching NKF show? Kate and Leopold.. well.. its more meaningful then sleeping rite? slping too much causes headache.. wahhaa..
Nevermind. i will find........
