my life through my tinted glasses
~ its coming to the end of the week ~
Usually i will be very glad to come to the end of the week.. not sure y i m not very keen to approach this weekend.
I think probably because of HW. Sigh... i mean.. i have tonnes to do.. i feel that the time i m putting into HW increased, and no longer balance. It doesnt make sense for me a student who should place more empahsis on studies. Its my last year, i dont wish to screw anything up. One C/D this year, i will be very sad.
MUST WORK HARD!! GAMBATTEH!!
Probably my body cant take it too. I had been having headaches for the pass days. Wed (WHOLE DAY! i m not kidding.. ) i had migraine. It started in the morning, and i kept telling myself to get something to eat and then take my migraine med. It was 5pm when i finally pop-ed the pill into my mouth. i possibily suffered for 8 hours!
Somehow the migraine did not go away.. it lingered on. i wonder if my migraine med is strong enough. = S
today.. was late for my meeting because my alarm clock went dead. sighz. sad. then when i reached the meeting, my head was so painful that i just pop a pill in. it did get slightly better.. till ard 2-3pm.. wah.. those type of pain is like u accidently breathed in water, type of pain.. wah.. so painful that i wanted to cry man.. think it is the air in Free Access too dry.. i prevented myself from poping in another pill.. dun wan to rely on pain killers. the pain killer i m having is pretty strong if i m not wrong.. hmph.. and it is not working...
wah.. bad experience.. i scared.. this is one of the rare times that i concede to pain. Usually, i can easily brush off a headache.. only to realise it was a headache that was disturbing me the whole day. Either my threshold of pain got lower.. or the intensity of pain gets higher..
no use going to polyclinics.. the doc will just prescribe another pain killer for me. Once i went to see that doc..
the doc say..
"there are 2 kinds of headaches. one is the type where it is a normal headache u always experience.. it is just irritating.. but not severe. another type of headache is where its the worse headache you can have.. and if that is true, i will have to call the ambulance and send you to the hospital straight"
So scary..
I hope all the pain is just due to stress.. probably depression. hmph..
~ dedicated for Cheok~
yesh.. ger.. u asked for this timex party..
its so ... mundane.. hahaz.. okie.. we (my friends and i) are mean..
JS and me met up with my friends late.. and we only get to the place at ard.. er.. 8pm ba.. my other 2 friends are there already.. so we had some food.. and some drinks. sit down there and talk lo..
the birthday ger is so bz.. running here and there.. so we guessed that we shall not disturb her.. and self-entertain.. got urselves a room to ourselves.. and start playing cards.. = P
by 9.30 we are done with the cake cutting and eating of cake.. my other 2 friends are leaving already.. (BTW.. ur parents should know them.. they went to their wedding.. hahaz .. the world is so small..) then we were saying that we wan to catch the bus.. we carried our bags outside.. and waited for the bus.. and once the bus comes.. we rushed to say goodbye and tried to catch the bus.. though i send 3 big guys to chase after the bus.. the bus still got away... hahahz
but i m thankful though.. hahaz.. with that.. we walked to changi village.. hopefully can catch some ren yaos.. but.. guess it is still early... so cant catch any.. we went to get some drinks.. and walked to changi beach..
oh well.. it ended there and den.. in sum.. the party is a chance to get together with the friends.. so okie la.. considering that Cheryl Tay postponed the deadline.. i have more space to breathe.. and more time to err.. play.. = P
it was a great time.. vincent, bh and yh together.. amazingly interesting and amusing.. hahaz.. can suan.. i cant believe that vincent was my CI last time.. and here i m to suan him..hahahz.. tha t is so interesting.. still remember calling him "Sir Kok Eye".. (his name is kok wai) hhahaha
i think i m blessed to have this group of friends in NPCC.. we grew up together.. from sec 1 till now.. at least with yh then.. then.. get to know each other when i was in J1.. that was like.. err.. 4 years ago? wow.. i hope this group can continue to blosom.. = )
not forgetting another group of friends in NTU HRC.. had fun during the birthday party.. and during class and breaks.. during project group meetings.. laughing while we get our job done..
another group in Heartware.. wow... amazing pple...
After so many years in school.. this 3 groups of friends are still my cloest friends.. i din treasure the rest.. so i shall treasure them now... hmmm.. = )
~ its a sunday afternoon... hot and boring..~
my boy is walking in the woods at macritchie.. and ask me to blog since i m so bored.. cant believe his lifestyle.. think he is more tired over the weekends then during weekends.. weekdays so relax in office.. can fall asleep somemore.. weekends.. chiong like no other's business.. probably can consider going into SAF as non-uniform officer? hahaz..
nevertheles.. i m so bored.. okie.. Marketplace is seriously getting on my nerves.. it is getting soooo.. irritating... argh! just wish to get over and done with.. we are just 5/7 done.. 2 more quarters.. and i will wash my hands off it.. regardless if it is a good ending or not.. hmph!
tml i have my advance theory test..havent study yet.. uh oh... going to start studying soon.. then.. havent start on my UA article.. think i will start probably tonite.. or tml wee hours.. hahaz.. havent study my hr costing yet.. okie.. going to start studying soon...
HR costing report is out.. have to send to the company to vet.
To Ivy: its not that we want to do so fast yeh.. we have to send to the company to vet .. so no choice.. i was having my peek week last week! = ) but i got over it... u will too...
Well.. now the semester is slowing down for me.. i have more heartware stuff to clear.. boss keep loading me with things.. though i find it challenging.. but sometimes it is too over-whelming.. haiz.. but i m pleased with the trust he has on youths.. not all adults will think that u can do big stuff.. he's one of the rare pple who trust youths.. as long as u dun let him down.. okie.. with that.. i shall try to do my best then..
okie.. its almost 3pm.. and having a darn headache because i think either the weather or i slept too much.. hmph! but.. i m determined to get my full rest before i start to fight again next week!
GAMBATTEH!
